nonbian and proud!
current 1st yr student at university of technology sydney
icon by @sagravi on instagram!
hey guys just an important little msg
im going back to uni on tuesday (aest) and i mightnt be avaliable to really talk to people or communicate about things. i will still be ‘active’ in inverted commas but bc i have a lot of work to do + the fact that for some classes i will be going into uni due to restrictions being slightly reduced where i am
ill still be online but even less frequently than i already am lmao :D
post on tumblr: omg guys if you cant afford photoshop DO NOT click this link and DO NOT download this pirated version omg omg
me, a autistic who doesnt quite get what theyre saying: ...so do i or not--
and then it turns out it doesnt work on mac! why does my life do this to me :(
tbh as an abuse survivor it constantly feels painful when others are able to get out there stories about being abused in fanbases/communities but i... cannot. which sucks.
like maybe its a good thing, because shes not as big as i thought she once was but now i feel even worse bc of the fact that it was 4 yrs ago and i should be over it by now.
you can tell how stressed i am about this assignment that im getting the extention on the one due a few weeks from now, not the one due next week
look i feel uncomfortable with sharing anything to do with the protests and george floyd and police brutality and black lives matter and acab bc i am white, so it feels like im more white knighting the whole situation to make myself feel better. im angry and im tired and i just want this all to stop.
theres people on dA complaining about eclipse and saying theyll leave dA bc of a simple aesthetic change
theres people on tumblr complaining about the lack of people reblogging their work
and then theres me who gets ignored any platform im on when i have so many ideas and stories but im not bitter what are you talking about--
MORE VENTING!!! WOOO!!!
like i know im not gonna get closure or really ANY help from that community but it would be nice for someone to call her on her bs at some point
i started a tumblr recovery/trauma related blog and decided, bc i wanted to, to look up a*y d*nne from the movie gone girl on the website
i have never regretted a decision more